This is me talking to you without actually talking to you

You are asking for a little bit more of my time,
but I GAVE YOU OVER THREE YEARS
What more could you possibly want from me?
I gave you everything and all you could do was ask for more.
I'm out of more.
I'm out of everything.
All I have left is me, I don't have anything left to give you.
You want to end on a good note but is this really the end?
Can an end be good?
Nobody likes endings.
Endings either get booed or encored.

I don't have enough of anything for either of those.

I'm out of tears,
I'm out of smiles,
I'm out of well wishing,
I'm out of curse words,

I just don't have much to give anymore

I'm just a sad girl who gave a little too much.

I trusted a china shop of hearts and promises to a little boy who can't help but to run a little too fast and a little too recklessly.

I'm just asking this one thing from you.
I won't ask for kept promises or change or for you to love me.
Or to come back.
I'm just asking for you to let me grieve.

Let me grieve what I have lost and what I have done.
Give my heart some time to burry it's loved ones.
Let me wear black for awhile.

Don't be a ghost haunting my heart.

Let it be laid to rest.

Give me my space.

And if one day somehow the person I loved is reincarnated,
Send them my heart's way.



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