Grief Written

You are asking for a little bit more of my time, but I GAVE YOU OVER THREE YEARS What more could you possibly want from me? I gave you everything and all you could do was ask for more. I'm out of more. I'm out of everything. All I have left is me, I don't have anything left to give you. You want to end on a good note but is this really the end? Can an end be good? Nobody likes endings. Endings either get booed or encored. I don't have enough of anything for either of those. I'm out of tears, I'm out of smiles, I'm out of well wishing, I'm out of curse words, I just don't have much to give anymore I'm just a sad girl who gave a little too much. I trusted a china shop of hearts and promises to a little boy who can't help but to run a little too fast and a little too recklessly. I'm just asking this one thing from you. I won't ask for kept promises or change or for you to love me. Or to come back. I'm just...

Sometimes you have to do things that hurt to heal.

Authors note: This one was really hard for me to write, but it needed to be written. This one is for Ardon and Olivia, and anyone else who needed to hear this.  The universe had a beginning. According to the standard theory our universe sprang into existence as a singularity around 13.7 billion years ago. And due to it's nature of expansion our universe can be traced back in time to an originating single point. This thought essentially ties back to Einstein's theory of relativity which states that the universe is expanding and the far parts of it are moving away from us faster than the speed of light. The speed of light can be measured in something we call light years, the distance light travels in one year. Light traveling at a speed of 300,000 km/s. Light from the moon travels to earth in one second Light from the sun travels to earth in eight seconds Light from Sirius, the brightest star in our sky, travels to earth in eight years. So every time we look at our...